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My college did this thing today where they laid out the backpacks of students who have committed suicide. This is just a small portion of some of them. On top of the backpacks was a brief summary of who they were. Some backpacks even had things in them that bypassers could look at. Don’t ignore the signs of others.
Oh my god
Ben Zank was born in the Bronx in New York. At the age of 18 he began taking photographs for fun after he discovered a Pentax ME Super in his grandmother’s attic. His self-portraits aim to stretch the viewer’s imagination and express his feelings when words fail.
*Kurt and no Courtney is my queen. Every piece of “evidence” that people have on Courtney came from ONE person. Tom Grant.
Let me help anyone who thinks Courtney killed Kurt see the light
Kurt actually tried to kill himself earlier in March 1994 in Rome. He had written what seemed to be a suicide note but Kurt said it wasn’t and the overdose was an accident (he took a large amount of medication and drank alcohol) The doctor that treated Kurt said that it was most likely a suicide attempt because Junkies know their shit and they had the windows locked up in the hospital room just incase even. So a little later
Courtney held an intervention for Kurt after that incident, she told him she was going to leave him if he didn’t go (which she later regrets) Courtney then went to detox and Kurt went to rehab. Kurt escaped rehab by jumping the fence behind the rehab facility (he could have just walked out the door) When Courtney found out about his escape (already knowing he was suicidal and needed to not be alone) she called Tom Grant, a private investigator. As a private investigator you have a job to find someone. There is proof Kurt bought a gun at a sporting goods store. As for the “3x amount of lethal heroin” Let me just state that the official levels of heroin was never proved, and how would Tom Grant even know? Adding on to that Kurt was a junkie, he had been shooting heroin for a while and you become quite tolerant to it. Anyways, Kurt was found THREE DAYS after his suicide by an electrician. Tom Grant failed at a huge huge case. And electrician found Kurt before Tom Grant, “a private investigator” did.
This can be really embarrassing and fatal for someone who is trying to make a living. Tom Grant created a conspiracy, making up many things to make Courtney look bad, and many die hard fans started believing this conspiracy, he just wanted to become famous and be seen as a better investigator rather than the one that failed to find Kurt. Tom Grant paid people to say things, like El duce and Courtney’s father.
People always say “oh Courtney’s father says she killed Kurt then it must be true”, Courtney’s father GAVE HER ACID WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT 4, and she knew him for about 10 secs of her life. Courtney’s father was messed up in the head, even Courtney’s mother was repulsed by the man.
Adding on to all this, Courtney didn’t need Kurt’s money like everyone says. Courtney had her own money. Pretty on the Inside sold more copies than Bleach. Courtney had her own band and planned to make her own empire. Courtney was rising to fame without Kurt’s help.
Why would someone murder their husband and leave themselves to raise a child on her own. She loves Frances with all her heart, she would never ever never hurt Frances like that.
Kurt and Courtney were perfect for each other. And they loved each other so much, they planned on writing a song together. (stinking of you) Courtney just would not do that. As for the divorce everyone talks about because “Courtney cheated on Kurt” another false evidence spit from Tom Grant himself. They weren’t getting a divorce, they loved each other and loved their child.
In Vanity Fair magazine they did an interview in 1992 with Courtney Love while pregnant with Frances and the reporter lied in the article and wrote that Courtney did heroin all through her pregnancy. The truth is as soon as Courtney found out she was pregnant she stopped using heroin. This article CRUSHED Kurt, cause of how much he loved Courtney and it hurt both of them a lot. Adding on to that they took Frances away from them as soon as she was born. They had to fight for her back, it was all because of that lying article. Also Kurt had horrible stomach problems he could barely eat it, sometimes he had to throw up the food he ate because it was so painful. The doctors didn’t know what was wrong so he self medicated with heroin, it was torturing him. I think the media and his stomach problems are the main reasons he killed himself.
Courtney wrote Northern Star and Honey about Kurt. You should listen to them because it took 4 weeks for Courtney to record Honey cause she couldn’t stop crying, now that was in 2010 and she feels the same way about him as she did in the 90’s. She says she chants for Kurt everyday in her Buddhist chants.
Also watch these videos and try and tell me she’s not being honest about how she feels.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgWdZNZiat0 (Courtney reading Kurt’s note and talking to Kurts fans)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpagEQ2hp0c (Courtney Love: Behind the Music the part about Kurts suicide)
Okay I think I’m done but one last thing, you are NOT a Kurt Cobain fan if you do not respect the love of his life. You don’t have to like her but don’t attack her, don’t spread lies about her. The media killed Kurt and if you believe a word Tom Grant says you are dishonoring your so called “hero” Kurt.
Vogue UK June 1999
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FUCK FEELINGS !!!! DESTROY THEM SWALLOW THEM AND KEEP THEM INSIDE !!